March 2012
February 2012
Always be there
So, last night while I was trying to sleep from the crazy wind I got a 2 am phone call from my friend. I’m just really glad she called, things have been rough and I just want to be around friends right now. She asked me what has been going on and I tell her things aren’t going the way that I thought it would. It really isn’t. I was venting to her that my relationship isn’t...
You really don’t know how much I’m hurting. How I’m feeling at the moment. I know you love me and I’ll never be replaced. Show me that! Show me that I am the one for you! That no girl can’t come between this, and I’ll show you that no guy can come between what we have. I know we are still young and should have fun, but LOVE is a great feeling and a great thing...
Determined
Today, I woke up feeling like shit thinking the worst of everything possible. Then realized it shouldn’t be like this. It’s unhealthy for me to act this way. So I’m determined, to try and get a job again. Determined to ask my parents to be a dental assistant because I’ve been wanting to ever since I graduated high school. Determined to make my life more better for myself. I...
I’m getting more anxious for that day to come see you again. We have so much anger towards each other and so much unresolved problems, I know we can make it work. I won’t bring up the drama we have. I’ll just enjoy this time I have with you. I don’t want to get my hopes up about anything I just really imagine us just working our shit off in the end. The love we have for...
